I Admit It...

I'm screwed...
It Sucks
I'm tired...
Really...

I just wanna tell him this, but i simply don't know how

"Do you know what sucks of falling into a guy who's not right to you?
Who doesn't even want you back? Who doesn't fit you at all?
You won't have any ideas of how torturing it is! Since You don't have a heart.
I've tried almost everything to get into where I am now. I'm the one who supposed
to be happy, hearing people cheering and clapping for me. But then i feel nothing. Just numb! That's weird.

I don't know what does it feel of ruining someone else's life. But it must be freaking fun to you, rite! So please, stop popping imto my head. Just get out of it. I don't wanna lose to you. It Sucks!! SCREW YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"